Life is a little strange here and there .... college is a little tedius and I'm not enjoying it ... last year I was full of enthusiasm and determination but since we got back this term I'm just not 'feeling it' any more. Maybe its just the beginning ... the first assignment has been to research an artist and to take a self portrait in the style of that artist .... that's the photography .. then there's the Contextual lectures ... that too is about 'The Self' and I'm not finding it at all stimulating. Maybe its difficult to look at 'The Self' objectively and maybe I'm not willing to look at myself 'in context' or any other way. I dont know what it is. I cant give up ....what would I do? I cant go back to working as I did before because that part of my life is over. All I can do is hope that the enthusiasm and motivation does return ... I just hope its soon.
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